我想放棄
完全地想放棄了
一直都想將所有事做到最好
但是結果呢?
結果是跟我想的是完全相反
想那樣想這樣
想到看似很成熟
但是卻是很幼稚
沒有能力的我憑甚麼去想
"你做到的我俾個官俾你做"這句說話我永逺也記得
真的
沒有能力的我可以做到甚麼
成功看似從來都不喜歡我
我永遠只是拿着那失敗偷偷的哭
常常都想在媽媽的面前做得好點
但是沒能力的我又怎樣做到呢
我好討厭那沒用的自己
我好討厭那甚麼都做得不好的自己
我好討厭我擺了很多很多的努力下去每次卻換來的那成敗
我好辛苦好辛苦好辛苦
心裏積了很多很多很多很流不完的眼淚
我不知道我可以怎樣

maybe i reli made the wrong decision
maybe i shouldn't choose marketing in australia
actually marketing is super interesting for me
but i reli do not know much about the australian market ,culture, and the trend
how do i compete with those australian and ABC
 have so much pressure when attending the tutorial class
will it be different if i study marketing in hong kong


suddenly
i miss my hk so much
i know i am so childish
but i do miss 852so much
i reli dun want to stay in here

if my brain have the "DELETE" button....
can i delete those words and those sentences in my brain




i cannot control myself
i cannot control my tears
i cannot control to stop thinking of those THINGS in my brain
i cannot control to stop having the silly and foolish behaviour
i cannot control everything
so...what can i do?

 1 acct quiz (15%)+ 1 finance quiz(10 %) +1 marketing presentation(10%) +2 marketing reports (60%) + final examination +my sexy voice + the  dizzy head + the fucking stuff in my brain

chiu bao ng enough time
chiu bao ng g sern dim
chiu bao geng
chiu bao tired
chiu bao sun fu
chiu bao sern die
chiu bao sern rest
chiu bao sern relax
chiu bao ng sern stay in here............